why all I want to do d eyes she always wrong?if I did not deserve to receive all thisbecause all I want to do is contrary to what she likes?if I was in her eyes at angg worthless or inappropriate for him to complete his daily life.whether I will step back and away from all concerned with his life.and if I'm going to give up and accept this decision even though it hurt.if desired, such as this what dayaku face?submit to the Lord all my life and destiny are the source of all my journey in this world